Fuckin' Perfect by P!nk

Made a wrong turn, once or twice 

Dug my way out, blood and fire 

Bad decisions, that's alright 

Welcome to my silly life 

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood 

Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down 

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated 

Look, I'm still around 

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 

You're f*ckin' perfect to me! 

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong 

Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead 

So complicated, look happy, you'll make it! 

Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game 

It's enough! I've done all I can think of 

Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same 

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 

You're f*ckin' perfect to me 

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear 

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer 

So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time 

Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere 

They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair 

Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time 

Why do we do that? Why do I do that? 

Why do I do that..? 

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..! 

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel 

Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me 

You're perfect, you're perfect! 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 

You're fuckin' perfect to me...

The Duchess

The Duchess is a 2008 British drama film based on Amanda Foreman's biography of the 18th-century English aristocrat Georgiana Cavendish, Duchess of Devonshire. It was released in September 2008 in the UK. 

Directed by Saul Dibb.

Produced by Gabrielle Tana and Michael Kuhn

casting :

• Keira Knightley as Georgiana Cavendish, Duchess of Devonshire
• Ralph Fiennes as William Cavendish, 5th Duke of Devonshire
• Hayley Atwell as Lady Elizabeth 'Bess' Foster
• Charlotte Rampling as Countess Spencer, wife to Earl Spencer
• Dominic Cooper as Charles Grey, 2nd Earl Grey
• Aidan McArdle as Richard Brinsley Sheridan
• Simon McBurney as Charles James Fox
• Sebastian Applewhite as Agustas

I am not really good on Summarize, but i am trying to explain the plot of this movie.

There is a lady named Georgiana Cavendich, she gets married with William Cavendish, 5th Duke of Devonshire, a cold man, rich and honored. she is unhappy with her marriage because her husband always cheating on her and she has to take care of her daughter from his affair with a maid, but she is trying to stay cool. her husband expects her to have a son but for the first pregnant she gets daughters. during of her sadness, she meets Lady Elizabeth 'Bess' Foster and soon becomes her close friend. then after she knows that Bess has an affair with her husband, she is really sad and she wants to finish her marriage but her mother Countess Spencer doesnt let her to do that. finally, she is pregnant and she has a son.she is almost sick of her husband's behavior and she realizes that she loves Charles Grey, they have an affair and have one children named eliza.she really wants to live  with Charles Grey, but she has no choice, she must live with William Cavendish, Elizabeth 'Bess' Foster and her children, and after she died William Cavendish gets married with Elizabeth 'Bess' Foster.

i didnt know that its real story till i found it from Google. well.... thats very terrible story.... i am just wondering if i were Georgiana, i would kill William.

i am learning about  strength from this movie and how life sometimes is not always like we want but we have to face it and take a decision although we have to sacrifice our  feeling..

NEW YEAR 2011

Some people think that NEW YEAR is such a good moment to make new resolution... they hope in next year they will change to be a better person or they want to make new change of their life.....

well... for some people it works but not for the rest..

New year for me..!! its kinda usual thing.... even i am getting sad because in last year i did nothing...!!

thats my bad.. i do want to make some resolution but it always failed...

after new year 2008, everything has changed.... maybe that was the last time i enjoyed my new year moment..

that was kinda very terrible experience of my life.. i do learn something about it..!! and now i am kinda lazy to go out with friends for celebrating new year...

its raining now, big raining...... i dont know how people out there celebrate it..!! because its impossible to have fireworks or something like that  when its raining.. well, rain will not prevent them to celebrate new year i guess..... and i still can hear a lot of  fireworks sound..!!

when so many people out there celebrate new year.. i am here alone, writing on my blog...!! actually i feel very sleepy but i really want to pass 12 o'clock.. so i feel the same like them.. feeling the new year party....

talk about resolution.. my resolution is simple.... THINK and DO IT..!! it will be nothing if we have so many resolution but we re not serious to make it come true.....  having many resolution is also good tho...

still counting..!!

and i really want to say

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 EVERYONE

MAY GOD GIVE US THE BEST THINGS IN OUR LIFE

ps : thanks dad for calling me...!! i miss u very much..!!