"Marvin's Room (Can't Do Better)"

I've been up three days
Adderall and redbull, this call is a mistake
There's something strong in this water bottle
He got a new chick, a dancing little barbie doll
I feel so pathetic, but you still haven't heard it all

F**k that new girl that you like so bad
She's not crazy like me, I bet you like that
I said f**k that new girl that's been in your bed
And when you're in her I know I'm in your head.

I'm just saying you could do better
Always turned you out everytime we were together
Once you had the best, boy you can't to better
Baby I'm the best so you can't do better.

Ran into your homeboys
They're all f**kin' idiots
You're not even my boyfriend
But they're trippin' cuz I'm in the club
Yeah that's right I'm dancin'
And something cool is in my cup
Imma send a sexy picture
To remind you what you givin' up.

F**k that new girl that you like so bad,
She's not crazy like me I bet you like that
A said f**k that new girl that's been in your bed
And when you're in her I know I'm in your head.

I mean I'm just sayin' you could do better
Always turned you out everytime we were together
Once you had the best boy you can't do better
Baby I'm the best, so you can't do better.

Jessie J ----- ( Gallery )

Jessica Cornish, aka Jessie J, was born March 27, 1988 in London, England. Her first single "Do It Like a Dude," a song originally intended for Rihanna, was released in November 2010 in the UK. the second single is  "Price Tag," with a featured rap from B.o.B. and the third single is “Nobody’s Perfect”. Her debut album Who You Are did hit stores in the UK at the end of February and in the US in April.

Nobody's Perfect By Jessie J.

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much 
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up 
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen 
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah 
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses 
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing 

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to 
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved 
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it 
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah 
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken 
So don't tell me you can't forgive me 
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect 


If i could turn back the hands of time 
I swear I never would have crossed that line 
I should of kept it between us but Jessie went and told the whole world how she's feeling and oh 
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes 
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever 
Promise that I'm gonna try 

But I never meant to hurt you, i know it's time that i learn to 
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved 
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it 
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah 
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken 
So don't tell me you can't forgive me 
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect 


Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool 
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you 
I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool 
but i swear that ill never do that again to you. 
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it 
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah 
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken 
So don't tell me you can't forgive me 
Cause nobody's perfect, no, 
nobody's perfect

Story Writer

I am wondering How if I make my Dad's dreams come true.... Sure, He would be so happy...and I really wanna make him happy.... One of his dreams is He really want to see I become the story writer for children story or adult story.... that's awesome but I am not sure with my ability at writing.. especially in English .. that sounds good but hard to do ...

I guess i will make it ... don't know how.. but i will try to write some stories , I have a lot of ideas anyway.. but the problem still the same I always have difficulties to write down everything on my mind ... that's terrible....

Well, trying is not bad... I hope I can improve my ability at writing..  Mistake is not the problem, it is the way you  become better.... :) :)

yuhuuuuuuuuuuuu...........!!

Indonesian to English

Happy Monday.... yeay...!! I love Monday, especially for this semester...  because what ?! because I only have one class on Monday.. only one.. that's cool.. yeayyy... (again) ....  every Monday i got Translation class (such an interesting material) ....  well, let's talk about what i got today from translation class... 

The class started at 10:20 AM... and I came late, but I was lucky because the lecturer is not a "killer" ... usually at Translation class.. we learn about how to translate from English to Indonesian but different for today and two last meeting... we learnt about how to translate from Indonesian to English...Oh God, that's such a difficult thing, as i know translate from English to Indonesia is much easier than Indonesian to English.

After two last meeting, today we still talked about the same things but today there was something interesting that sometimes for me as an Indonesian never realize..my lecturer gave us a sentence in Indonesian, she asked us to find one words in english "bergaul".. we all were busy trying to find it on the dictionary but no one could find the word... finally my lecturer gave up and told us the answer " bergaul = get along "...  OMG.. it's such a easy word but yeah.. we are Indonesian who speak Bahasa Indonesia, thats normal i guess.. after that she asked us to find it on English-Indonesian Dictionary.. taaaaadaaaaaaaa... we found it .. LOL...it didn't stop at all... when my friend read her result of one sentence of the translation, my lecturer said " this is very Indonesia..."... we all laughed ..(because we knew she was right)  She said that, we have to learn how to make it in English, and do not translate it word by word... I did learn something then..

*anyway at that time I didn't bring my Dictionary, and suddenly the lecturer asked me ...

Q : what was your answer ?

A : I said " I am so sorry Mam. .... someone borrowed my dictionary that's why i didn't bring mine"

hahahahaha.... I lied (don't make it as example)

PS : One of my big problems when i write something in English is finding words, it also happened when i write  this post.... well, sorry if my blog is written in English but  the taste still Indonesian.

:) :) :) :)

The Diamond

"Never throw away a diamond on your hand when you are not sure it is real diamond or not, try to make it sure first then you can throw it away , because when you throw it away and someone finds it then proves it that it is real diamond. you will regret entire your life and all you can do is biting your finger "

-Siti Jaroslav -

Born This Way

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M 

Just put your paws up 

'Cause you were born this way, baby 

My mama told me when I was young 

We're all born superstars 

She rolled my hair, put my lipstick on 

In the glass of her boudoir 

"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are" 

She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe" 

"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far, 

Listen to me when I say" 

I'm beautiful in my way, 

'Cause God makes no mistakes 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way 

Don't hide yourself in regret, 

Just love yourself and you're set 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way 

(Born this way) 

Ooo, there ain't no other way 

Baby, I was born this way 

Baby, I was born this way 

(Born this way) 

Ooo, there ain't other way 

Baby, I was born this way 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way 

Don't be a drag, just be a queen 

Don't be a drag, just be a queen 

Don't be a drag, just be a queen 

Don't be! 

Give yourself prudence and love your friends 

Subway kid, rejoice the truth 

In the religion of the insecure 

I must be myself, respect my youth 

A different lover is not a sin 

Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey) 

I love my life, I love this record and 

Mi amore vole fe yah 

I'm beautiful in my way, 

'Cause God makes no mistakes 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way 

Don't hide yourself in regret, 

Just love yourself and you're set 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way 

Ooo, there ain't no other way

Baby, I was born this way 

Baby, I was born this way 

(Born this way ) 

Ooo, there ain't other way 

Baby, I was born way 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way 

( Queen , 

Don't be , Queen ) 

Don't be a drag, just be a queen 

Whether you're broke or evergreen 

You're black, white, beige, chola descent 

You're Lebanese, you're orient 

Whether life's disabilities 

Left you outcast, bullied or teased 

Rejoice and love yourself today 

'Cause baby, you were born this way 

No matter gay, straight or bi 

lesbian, transgendered life 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born to survive 

No matter black, white or beige 

chola or orient made 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born to be brave 

I'm beautiful in my way 

'Cause God makes no mistakes 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way 

Don't hide yourself in regret, 

Just love yourself and you're set 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way, yeah! 

Ooo, there ain't no other way 

Baby, I was born this way 

Baby, I was born this way 

(Born this way ) 

Ooo, there ain't other way 

Baby, I was born this way 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way 

I was born this way, hey! 

I was born this way, hey! 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way, hey! 

I was born this way, hey! 

I was born this way, hey! 

I'm on the right track, baby 

I was born this way, hey!

March Wish

Welcome March

Helloooo March.. Glad to see you..!! :) :)

haahahahahahahaa.. 1st March.. first of 4th semester...!! yes, today.. at 7 o'clock i am gonna have my first class of this semester, ... i am so excited.. really wanna to prove thta this semester i MUST get good scores..!!

well... it's gonna be lil bit hard.. but i promise i'll make it happen...!!

now.. at this time still missing My Dad.. but i may not be sad..!! ehmm...!!

okayyy..... just like the title, i have some wishes for this month.... wish i can really DO IT..!!
so.. here we are... : : : :


1.   I can KILL  my SLEEPING DISORDER..!!
2.   and then when smy sleeping disorder is already gone, so I CAN WAKE UP EARLY..!!
3.   I WILL NEVER BE LATE COME TO SCHOOL because i wake up early..!!
4.   DO EVERYTHING ON TIME, included homework, so I will not get trouble because of it....!!
5.   BE A SWEET GIRL FOR MY DAD.
6.   DIET..!!
7.   FITNESSSSS..............!!! MUST and MUST..!!
9.   EVERYTHING IS CLEAN...!! CLEAN..!! get it..!!
10. MORE DICIPLINE.....!!

.............. I think that's all... wish i can do all that stuff.. really....!!.................

SO MARCH.. PLEASE BE NICE... OK...!!! :) :) :)

Talented People Everywhere

Hey, talented people out there...how lucky you are..!!

Since i got YouTube account, i saw so many people put their cover video or vlog on YouTube... That's wonderful, they are very talented, they sing very well, play music very well, act very well,.. Oh God.. I absolutely envy.. but well.. there are so many people who are talented but only some of them who are lucky getting chance to have "real" career...

So now, that makes me think..!! when i was a little girl, i did love sing and some people said i got nice voice but when i am growing up, it's slowly gone..( is that possible ?! losing your talent when you are growing up.. well.. whatever..)  i don't know why.. but, well... singing in karaoke is not bad for now... but sometimes i hope i can sing like before, like when i was little girl.....

hahahahahahahahaa.. and enjoy people sing on YouTube, thats a good option.. LOL..

Hold It Against Me

Hey over there

Please forgive me

If I'm coming on too strong

Hate to stare

But you're winning

And they're playing my favorite song

So come here

'Little closer

Wanna whisper in your ear

Make it clear

Little question

Wanna know just how you feel

If I said my heart was beating loud

If we could escape the crowd somehow

If I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise

And I need a vacation tonight

So if I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me

Hey you might think

That I'm crazy

But you know I'm just your type

I might be 'little hazy

But you just cannot deny

There's a spark inbetween us

When we're dancing on the floor

I want more

Wanna see it

So I'm asking you tonight

If I said my heart was beating loud

If we could escape the crowd somehow

If I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise

And I need a vacation tonight

So if I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me

[Spoken]

If I said I want your body

Would you hold It against me?

(Yeah) (Uh huh) (Oh)

Gimme something good

Don't wanna wait I want It now (na-na-now)

Pop It like a hood

And show me how you work It out

(Alright)

If I said my heart was beating loud

If I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me

If I said my heart was beating loud

If we could escape the crowd somehow

If I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise

And I need a vacation tonight

So if I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me

I miss my Dad..

finally i had chance to meet my dad before his flight to Germany.. well i had to ride my bike as fast as a jet plane.. but i was so happy because i could see my dad  with my eyes directly...!! and today i just got messages from my dad.. he already got his first operation...i feel better coz he is already fine....!! why is Germany so far away..?!! hah... wish i could ride my bike to Germany.. ( that's impossible )...

well.. just hope my dad get well soon.. and come back to Indonesia as soon as possible... i do miss him very very very much.........!!

My Daddy's Birthday

Happy Birthday My Lovely Daddy.. :) :)

I made my dad 18 years younger.. hahaha

I was happy and sad at the same time. I celebrated my Daddy's birthday in the car ( again) . honestly i hate it but what could i do..?!! my boarding house doesn't have living room....

It was sunday, February 6th.... we met at the evening, before that i already prepared birthday cake for my dad.. hahahahaha... i really loved that cake, Now my dad's 64 years old but on his cake i put the numbers in reserve, so at that time he was 46 .. hahahahahaaa

I decided to not cry when i celebrated my dad's birthday, but i still did it..... 

well... i just love him so much.. and when i saw on his eyes, he almost cried but i knew he tried to not cry , just like me....

i asked hin to make a wish before he blew the candle, after that i asked him to eat the cake,.. suprised my dad loved the cake and ate much of it ... 

I saw my dad was not ok... after all that stuff, soon i knew that my dad was ill... i was so sad, but he said he was ok, just got flu but i was still worried about him...

we decided to go to Pizza Hut.. and talked to much in there... actually we only needed place to talk coz we had no much time for that lately....

Happy Birthday Dad.. I Love U so much... wish you all the best in this world.. and get well soon dad..

I miss U so much...

Youtube.. yeeyy..!!

I just made new account on youtube, i dunno why, but i am feeling great after that... I. am just wondering that i must make more videos now. hahahhhaaa.. sounds fun.. but i have no idea what kind of videos then... 

ehmmmm.... at least i have an account and for uploading video, it can be later on...

wohooooooooooooooo...!!

http://www.youtube.com/user/SJLovesHerDad

Peace & Love